Survivor

Well I did it. I made it through a BBQ at my own home without cheating on my diet. I made food, actually cooked real food, without cheating. I am very proud of myself because those hot dogs smelled SO good. But I also realize there are more important things right now. The BBQ went well, everyone loved the food, and I didn't cheat. I ended up giving my friend all of my pants that are now too big for me. Which ended up being a lot of pants. I have about 3 pairs of pants and 3 pairs of jeans that fit me, and all of the pants are loose. Meanwhile my very happy friend just walked away with almost 30 pairs of pants, jeans, and sweats. And yes, I did own that many pairs of pants. I am going to enjoy replacing each and every one of them at my new size. :-)